Monday, June 3, 2013

5-13-2013

I thought I would write an e-mail, even though I did talk to you last night, but some people didn't get that wonderful opportunity:)
Yes bed bugs are real and they can be a problem in Indiana and I'm terrified of getting them. Sis Fullmer will usually tell me before going to bed "don't let the bed bugs bite" and I freak out. Basically we're told not to sit on coaches in people's home and not to put our clothes on our beds....In fact they had a training on it before I got here. Basically the stake president in Lafayette is an entomologist and specializes in bed bugs and trained all the missionaries.
Monday: I have become quite the wood worker, I spent last p-day building two bookcases, I only made one mistake.
Tuesday: We had four member present lessons lined up and three of them fell through! I'm still not used to lessons falling through. We ended up tracting and looking through formers for the rest of the day. The only awesome thing about that day was we were still able to teach Bro. Rollie. We started the plan of salvation, but didn't get very far. He had a lot of questions because we were teaching him things he had never learned before. Basically about the pre-mortal world and he had never though of the Fall the way we explained it.
Wednesday: District meeting was good, I realized that I need to be more focused on the work now. It's been hard because I keep thinking of my last transfer. I took my first nap in over two months during our dinner break. That day I realized I'm no longer afraid of tracting. I just get frustrated when I feel like we are not being effective because no one wants to listen to us.
Thursday: Zone conference was so good!!!!!!! We combined with the Bloomington zone and were trained by President and Sister Collins and the assistants. President Collins was teaching us about the story of Abinadi. At first glance he didn't seem like an effective missionary, I mean he didn't baptize anyone! But what he didn't know was about Alma and the impact that Alma had on generations to come. Likewise I have no idea the impact that misisonaries can have. It may seem like we aren't doing any good. I just have to remember that part of the work is planting seeds to be harvested later....
I was pumped after this training....seriously so excited to go to work. Unfortunately my companion felt the opposite way. She felt overwhelmed because of having we need to work on.
Friday: We had two meal appointments in one day!!! haha we gave service Friday morning and then went to the Jones for lunch. Super awesome couple and now we are doing laundry at their house on p-day. That night we went to the Hales, she was the one who was saying she doesn't want her kids to be called Hoosiers. It's definitely a negative term if you are not from around here.
Saturday: Thank goodness for companionship study. Every time we have it I am humbled. Sis Fullmer was able to realize that she is running out of steam. Then there's me who has "greenie fire" and is pumped about life, most of the time. I have noticed the past couple of weeks that Sis Fullmer hasn't been as excited about everything as me. *Mom, you probably know exactly what I am talking about. Like when I get really excited about things*. Anyways basically everyday I try to get myself hyped up so I can enjoy the day. Usually it includes singing "Called to Serve" the Indiana way...."Called to serve Him here in Indiana, blessing Hoosiers with the truth restored". Yeah I usually sing it between houses. ANYWAYS, I love my companion to pieces, and it's very common for missionaries to get laid back when they have been out for that long. So basically I'm working on helping her being excited about the work. But it's definitely difficult.
Sunday: Yep Sacrament meeting was hard. First I feel way overwhelmed because there are so many faces that I don't know. I'm at the point where I can go introduce myself to a person on the street, but for whatever reason church is just way overwhelming. Then I got a tad homesick during sacrament. Basically all this talk about mothers really got to me. I told you this on the phone but I had my first last minute lesson. Yay for teaching gospel principles without reading the material before had! It wasn't so bad, not that I want to make it a habit. Then in RS we talked about eternal marriage.....it never goes away, seriously. After church we knocked some doors and this lady let us in. She's older and doesn't have any family. We talked her the Restoration and briefly introduced the idea of the plan of salvation. She said she was going to talk to her preacher about it. We quickly made an appointment for tomorrow, hopefully to help her understand more BEFORE she talks to him. Because once she does we may lose her. 
Monday: So we are going to start doing laundry at Sis Jones home' to save money. And she feeds us. She made pumpkin soup! I was one happy camper. And she sent us home with the left overs.
It was great talking to everyone!!! I have to admit it felt pretty weird....and I started crying afterwards haha. But once we started studying I quickly snapped out of it. Sorry if I was way awkward or anything like that, sometimes I feel like I am and I have no idea what to say. Even in these e-mails. Like I have no idea what you actually want to hear from me. So basically I just summarize each of my days and I don't remember what I put in previous e-mails. Something that I have come to realize is that I think this mission is more about me changing. Yeah maybe I'll be able to affect someone else, but I think I'm the one changing. That was something that was specifically mentioned in the blessing that I got from my district leader, that the people need me, but God is making something out of me right now. I try to remember that when no one is interested in listening. Luckily even when people don't want to hear about the Church, they are curious to learn about us as people and they are usually pretty kind. That's always a blessing.
Sister Mayberry

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